ek tariikh…ek khat(shiv pandit)

subah svere ankh khuli …ankhe mslte hue rsoi tk jana roz ka kam tha..
kyuki chay bnane vala bhi ek or pine vala bhi ek..
agr rajiiv ki mane to duniya ka sbse mushkil kam subh ki chay bna ke pina hi h..
chay bnakr akhbar ki shurkhiya dekh rha tha betha, ki achank kuch dekh kr khud se  hi bola-“aaj to 17 tarikh h..”
ftaft akhbar ko smeta or chay adhi chorkr nhane chla gya..
jldi se tyyar hua or ghr se nikl pda..
mandir gya..!!
rajiiv sal me ek din hi mndir jata..
m puchta to khta ki-” kisi ke liye dua krne ata hu ek din yha..baki upr vale se bnti nhi meri”…
m hns deta uski bat sunkr..
kuch der mndir me dua  ki or chl pda !!
pas ke bagiiche ki kone vale bench pr jakr beth gya..
dekhne lga khilte hue fulo ko..
or likhne lga ek kht uske nam..!!!!!!
….Dear Moni..
aj ke din ki bahut bahut badhai tumhe..
khuda kre ki tum so saal jio..or acchi seht ke sath jio..
yad h tumhe hm aaj ke din hi phli bar mile the..?
yahi…
mujhe pta h yad hoga tumhe..
kuch bate h jo mene tumse kbhi nhi kahi..
aaj khne ko ji kr rha h…
isliye socha kyu na tumhe aaj ek khat ka tohfa du..
tum bahut duur ho na mujhse….
sch kahu to m janta bhi nhi ki tum ho kaha ab..
na shr ka pta h na desh ka..
ha…mgr ye pta h ki tum mere dil me ho..
yahi thikana to ty kiya tha tumne..
kl bhi yhi thi tum or aj bhi yhi ho..
moni ..
pta h tumhe ..tum khuda ki bnai tmaam chizo me sbse umda ho…
tumhe to is bat ka pta hi nhi hoga na..
tumhara andaz..tumhari rooh..tumhara alfaz e byaan..tumhara jism..sb to umda h!!
kbhi meri nzr se khud ko dekho to sahi ..
yahi sb jo upr likha h,tumhe bhi nzr aayega tum me..
moni..
tere mere drmiyaan ka fasla bahut gahra tha yar..
or m bda kmjor hu..
ye fasla m kbhi ty nhi kr skta..
or tumhe bhi krne nhi diya..
kyuki jis mod pr hm the,us se aage koi rasta hi nhi tha..
naye raste agr bnte to kai jindgiyo ke tutne se bnte ..
ye na tumne chaha tha or na mene..
hm hnste hnste alg jrur hue mgr juda kbhi nhi hue..
kl bhi hm sath the kl bhi honge..
moni..
tumhare sath bita hua hr lmha mujhe mnzr dr mnzr yad h..
or zhn o dil me taza bhi h..
mene kbhi wqt ki grd ko tumhari yado pr jmne hi nhi diya..
kdm dr kdm tum sath chlti ho..
bs pas nhi ho mere..
meri kismt ke sitare itne bulnd nhi ki tum mere aasman ka chand hoti..
mgr jine ke liye tum mujhe beshumar muhbbt de gayi..
m usi muhbbt ke sahaare ji rha hu..
moni…
meri ek duniya h…khyalo vali..
jo dhikhti nhi h kisi ko mere siva..
bs mujhe hi mhsus hoti h..
bdi khubsurt duniya h ye..
sirf do logo ki..
ek tum or ek m…hm..
hm yha sath bhi h or pas bhi..
or judai ka koi dr nhi is duniya me..
moni..
vahi tohfa h aaj bhi tumhare liye..jo tumhe roz milta tha meri trf se..
kuch toffyiya laya hu..
tumhari psnd ki..
chote bcche ko khila jaunga..
or tumhara jnm din mna jaunga ..
sch khu to m bhi apna jmn din aaj ke din  hi mnata hu..
ye tarikh meri jindgi ka khas din h..sbse khas..
moni…
kbhi kbhi mn bahut krta h ki tumahara hal puchu..mgr kisse..pta nhi..
mn ko hr wqt ek dr stata rhta h..ki tum  bahut nazuk ho…kya mere bina rh  pati hongi..
janta hu  ki tum  aaine ke samne beth kr kho jati hongi bite kl me..
ankhe nm tumhari bhi hoti h tb..
mgr tum pr bahut naaz h mujhe or ykiin bhi h ki hr halat me tum muskura leti ho..
yahi vada tha tumhara..or aaj bhi vada nibha rhi ho..
moni..
tum mili…muhbbt hui..fir alg huye..
bat to itni si h..
mgr dekho jindgiyo ke nzare bdl gye..
tumhare pas sb kuch h mgr mujhe dhunti ho…
or m sb kuch chor kr tumhe dhunta hu..
na tum mujhe mile or na m tumhe..
mgr muhbbt aaj bhi h or kl bhi hogi ..
mujhe tumse or tumhe mujhse..
jnm din bahut mubark moni…
tumhara
rajiiv……..
rajiiv uth kr chla gya apne ghr ki trf…
kht hvaye uda ke le gyi..
sayd moni tk pahuchane..
bacche toffiyaa kha rhe the..
or m…
m yad kr rha tha apni muhbbt ko